New Beginning!

Daaang well never used this before but since you know at my school we have to create a blog and all i guess i have no choice lol. and well now just talk about "Life". I Have learned so many things in my past months and yrs. man i have great friends and my awesome bless family(: well you know so many things changed but its for the best you know! there have beeen my sad moments and my Awesomest daays where i wanted the time to stay like that for a quite sometime! i have lived those moment and all! but you know one thing i learn tho its that "LIFE GOES ON" no matter what. so anyways how should i start?. after some quiet of suffering i had last month i didn't know what to do? i mean i knew it had to end but not the way i expected but whatever you know at least i did my part to forgive and let it go. but yet like she didn't even care you know its something that like how crazy could a person change so quickly at a moment when you thought or not even imagine it would turn like totally the opposite. To be honest it happened to me but you know i respect in any decision she made. i cant hate her but what she has done made me even think all those times it was a Lies!. but who knows I'am not saying they were but i seen she is happy how she is right now and dont even care about anyone who she has hurt or even the ones that have always been there for her no matter what! but you know that's her. iam sure she had said sorry to my closest friend Rolando but she had no idea i was also touch but what she had done. As for now it doesn't really matter anymore cause i know she has alot to learn but you know it still get me pissed off sometimes. And now well i have learned from them and had all those Awesomest friends there to keep me going and cheering me up and i really thank God for that cause i know Iam not alone and i have alot of friends that will be there for me! One thing my father told me is that dont let myself down and make it like the end of the world just for a girl but to keep going and hopefully someday i will find that special someone but you know i was down but Carmen (consider as my second Momma) she has been there for mee and you know i really appreciate (the Sosa Family) because i consider them as my second family and iam really greatful for that(:. they seen my sadness but now as iam writing i let all those nasty moments out of my mind and thoughts cause to be honest! after the last week past of last month My lovely friend<3 Jen jen came along after her trip to Arizona that i havent seen her for as much and being honest this girl is Amazing! she is one of those type of girls that you wont totally regret! she has made her mistakes and she has fixed them thanks to me of all i been and help her as i could(:.. iam proud of that!